loving your flaws is HARD.. loving the body you look at in the morning with disgust is HARD.. trust me. I get it. My view on beauty was so twisted up until very recently.. as a guy it was odd but for me I wanted to be AS SKINNY AS POSSIBLE.. cuz that meant my face was chiseled and I just “felt” prettier and more handsome in my clothes.. but the reality was I killing my body to reach this impossibly unhealthy body standard just so I could “feel” enough.. and quite truthfully I hate myself.. No matter how many diets, fasts and days of starving myself I went.. I could NEVER be enough for myself.. and I knew something had to change.. I wanted to be happy again.. So I started small. Small changes like finding small reasons to start changing my poor diet, being more active, and that for me was trying out what I’ve always wanted to wear but felt out of place or unworthy.. and that was @gymshark I knew I felt too skinny or weak to wear a brand like that but I wanted to give myself the motivation.. so it started with gymshark and then my diet of eating MORE and running then to body weight exercises to now weight lifting!! IT TOOK A LONG TIME but im finally building healthy habits now.. and I FEEL so much better and developing habits that tell myself.. that I CARE AND LOVE myself.. So the moral is.. if you’re embarking on a new dedication or a commitment, find that joy, find that spark to keep you going hard.. so that when bad days come you remind yourself why you wanted this in the first place.. 💝 You got this!!! Never give uppp💝💝