It never really will sink in that he is my first baby I didn’t send into daycare or have a nanny for starting at 12 weeks. He is my little shadow 💙 I was young and didn’t see the beauty in slowing down. I was holding onto something (a career) that was not filling my cup anymore but was too afraid to let it go. Why was I afraid? ✨what people would say. ✨was it giving up? ✨ the world is telling me I can do both! Well guess what- turns out I don’t care what people say, that it was not giving up but the bravest and hardest thing I have done, and the world doesn’t know what MY family needs or what makes me truly happy❤️ sahm motherhood motherhoodunfiltered heyyou philly