My favorite thing this year is you, @kruliskyjames ♥️ A little IG vs Reality moment. The amount of thoughtful messages, comments and texts checking on me these last few weeks have been overwhelming in the best way. Two weeks ago I landed in the hospital from a horrible bout with the flu and miserable complications following. But what came out of it was a potential Vestibular Neuritis diagnosis (inner ear nerve damage- I’ve had a rough go with multiple ear surgeries when I was little) that flared because of the viral infection. My heart monitor reads didn’t come back perfect, but it was a good report. And every doctor handing me a bottle of meds, just telling me to slow down, rest, and take it easy. If you know me personally, telling me to take it easy is a foreign language to me. I love being involved, I love loving on my people hard, planning and hosting a festive to do, and really throwing myself all in to the holiday magic. It’s truly what fills my heart with joy- it’s who I am, not something I can turn off.I have slowed down, missed countless parties and get togethers to rest, mainly so I could be at the events that are the most important to me, with the people who mean the most. My priorities have completely realigned… and I would say it’s been an incredible silver lining. But as I rested up for one of my favorite parties of the year last night, having had 2 really great days of no vertigo episodes- I felt like myself. Walked in with my guy… and 30 minutes later the dizzy hit me. I had to quickly hug my friends and landed myself back in bed for the night at 7:30. So to answer so many of your questions, yes- I’m doing better, better every day- and so incredibly thankful I’m not in the same place I was two weeks ago, so thankful this is manageable and not something far worse. But damn if I’m not discouraged and sad. I know it will take months to heal, and I’m keeping my chin up and head held high like only a Queen can do. But I do appreciate the prayers more than you will ever know, the prayers for healing, and for my restless self. I’m focusing on how to be still this Christmas, and to be present… and I encourage all of you to do the same too. ♥️